MAG 191 - What We Lose

Case ########-31

Continued interactions with various survivors, recorded on location.

Content warnings:

  • Cults
  • Arguments
  • Paranoia & anxiety
  • Discussions of: death & sacrifice
  • Mentions of: instances of memory loss / mental deterioration, scopophobia, self-hatred, mild language, murder, food




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Edited this week by Nico Vettese, Elizabeth Moffatt, Brock Winstead, Jeffrey Nils Gardner & Alexander J Newall

Written by Jonathan Sims and directed by Alexander J Newall

Produced by Lowri Ann Davies

Sensitivity consultation by Alexander Linde Nielsen


- "The Archivist" - Jonathan Sims

- "Martin Blackwood" - Alexander J. Newall

- "Melanie King" - Lydia Nicholas

- "Georgie Barker" - Sasha Sienna

- "Unnamed" - Marguerite Kenner

- "Arun" - Anil Godigamuwe

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